At first thought, it's probably pretty hard to imagine that Harrison Ford aka Indiana Jones has anything in common with either Drew or myself. I'm from Indiana and that's probably about where any connection ends. Or so you would think. But then, consider this clip:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-c8_OFwZoY
Watch it before you read further......
Ok, you've seen Indy make that "leap of faith" before. Why am I referencing it?
Because lately it seems like there is a little voice in my head, or more likely my heart, that is telling me to take a leap of faith. A leap where I call our agency and tell them to take us off of hold in the special needs program, knowing well that we could get a referral soon after. A leap with means that I would have to trust that somehow, the money we need would be there.
I told Drew about this thought to just leap into it and let what will be, be. Of course, being the voice of reason, he kept me grounded and reminded me that we really don't have the funds yet so it's probably foolhardy to even take the risk. What would happen if we got a referral but couldn't come up with the money to go get her?? How would we feel then? How do I take the leap and trust that we will land on something solid?
How did Indy find the faith to go forward? How do I?
Any suggestions or advice would be appreciated! - Jen
Saturday, May 2, 2009
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